The first card we will analyze is the reversed Four of Cups, which represents a period of emotional blockage. This card indicates that you are going through a moment where you feel stuck in love. It could be due to a feeling of rejection, abandonment or loneliness. The Four of Cups reversed also represents the need to deal with one's emotions, so that one can overcome them and move forward with one's love goals.
The second card, the Eight of Pentacles, symbolizes a period of stability. This card can mean that you are going through a period of inner peace and stability, during which you can rely on yourself to find the energy you need to achieve your goals. The Eight of Pentacles also indicates that you are well aware of the situation and have the inner strength to move forward.
In conclusion, it seems that you are aware of your current state of mind and your relationship situation with respect to Maria. Even though you may be experiencing an emotional block, you still have the strength to overcome it and continue on your path to love.